Posted September 8, 2020 at 12:00 am

Hey Y'all! It's been a wild....several months! As many of you know, I ran out of pages to post when I got very, very sick. Couldn't-get-out-of-bed-for-6-weeks sick. Probably-the-Coronavirus-except-I-waited-too-long-to-get-tested-because-tests-were-really-scarce-then-and-I-didn't-want-to-get-tested-for-no-reason-because-I'm-an-idiot sick. After I finally started to recover, I was still bogged down by extreme fatigue and a bad case of chest congestion that still hasn't really gone away. Then I got the flu! I've also been dealing with some serious personal issues, involving my family coming back into my life. On top of all of this, I've been dealing with the same struggles of quarantine as everyone else. It sucks! It's all severely impacted my mental health, which has been a lifelong struggle for me. I have CPTSD and a condition called dysthymic disorder, which is a chronic form of depression that seriously impacts my ability to function sometimes, especially when it's paired with situational depression, (i.e. literally everything going on in the world right now.) It's a lot!

The good news is, I'm finally doing well enough top be back working! I have the line art almost completely finished for the next 10 pages. and once they're done and colored I plan to start posting regularly again, with a small buffer of finished pages to help keep updating consistent again. I'm hoping that'll be within the next week or so, so keep your eyes peeled for updates!

Thank all of you for your patience and encouragement. It's been an extremely hard time for me, and every message hoping I get better soon has helped me more than I can see. To everyone who donated to my tip jar as well, I want you to know it means the world to me. Money hasn't been great, and every dollar has been an enormous help. Thank you all for your generosity and kindness, you guys mean the world to me. <3

Cross your fingers for me, I'll see y'all soon!

Posted March 5, 2024 at 6:35 pm

Hey everyone. As you all have noticed by now, it's been over three years since I last updated the comic. Like so many webcomics, life just got in the way and keeping going wasn't sustainable anymore. To be more blunt, I burned out. I used to live and breathe making this comic, and after years of fighting to keep up, I just couldn't anymore. As I mentioned in my last few posts on here, I got sick. Bedbound for two months, barely able to keep myself fed, constantly in pain and exhausted sick. When I finally recovered enough to start working again, the idea of going back to making the Weave was enough to make me cry. I had pushed so hard and so long to make this comic that there just wasn't anything left in the tank. 

And then, I got lucky. Despite it being 10 months into a global pandemic, I found a new job that let me keep making art while actually paying me enough to not only keep a roof over my head, but to rest and recover from working myself deeper and deeper into the hole I had dug myself. But if I was going to do that, I had to let go. I had to let the Weave end. 

It was the last thing I wanted. It was something I had told myself over and over again that, I would never do, that I would keep fighting to tell this story until it was truly finished, but I just couldn't. And I was so, so ashamed of it. I know a lot of you have wondered where I went, and why I never posted anymore, and the answer is simple: I was embarrassed. I felt like I was letting myself down, and that I had lost my entire identity. Without the Weave, who was I? Even more so, I felt like I had let all of you down. Every one of you who read my comic meant the world to me, and here I was, giving up. Disappointing you. I couldn't handle that, and with every day that passed, my silence just grew louder. I was more and more paralyzed by the fact that I couldn't admit to all of you that I had needed to move on, and that my heart just wasn't in comics anymore. So the silence grew, and eventually years passed.

I don't want to stay silent anymore. I don't want to keep feeling a pit of anxiety in my stomach whenever I think about posting. I want to forgive myself, and move on, and make new things. So, here it is: The Weave, as it was, is over. I don't plan on making any new pages. I want to finish the story eventually, but I don't know when that will be or what it'll look like, but I want to be able to look back on the Weave and feel proud of what I've made, even if it didn't turn out how I wanted. I want to keep telling stories and making art, but at my own pace and in a way that is sustainable and makes me happy. I don't know what's next, but I'm so grateful to everyone of you for having been part of my journey.

Thank you, everyone.

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